“Good morning - how are you today?” ... I almost immediately defaulted to the usual answer as I started “I’m fi...” and then stopped and said, “You know, I’m not ok today.” ...
I woke at 11 last night and it's been downhill from there. I did blackout on my avatar and cover picture on FB and what originally started as a quick note became a rant.Edward, it feels like every.single.thing I have ever fought for from the ERA 50 years ago through Oberfell and the ADA just got pulled out from under me. And at 68, a disabled lesbian elder abuse survivor that's a heck of a lot. Between Project 2025,a stacked Supreme Court and a Republican lead Senate, the next 4 years are an ever loving cr*pshoot and most of the other seniors in this place don't understand what that could mean to us. RFK Jr as Secretary of Health and Human Services? JD Vance as VP? A blantent attempt at dissolving the Dept of Education? Bible requirements instead of health education? Dissolving Social Security and Medicare? All I can say is I'm praying for social service people including ministers like both of us because it's going to be a rough 4 years. G-d bless you and Scout and all of us
I cried too. As Canadians we are cradled together on this continent. My heart breaks for you so we slow down, take a breathe, with hope and trust and keep going. I found solace this morning in these words below.
I loved the words of Rebecca Solnit (via Anne Lamott)
"They want you to feel powerless and to surrender and to let them trample everything and you are not going to let them. You are not giving up, and neither am I. The fact that we cannot save everything does not mean we cannot save anything and everything we can save is worth saving. You may need to grieve or scream or take time off, but you have a role no matter what, and right now good friends and good principles are worth gathering in. Remember what you love. Remember what loves you. Remember in this tide of hate what love is. The pain you feel is because of what you love.
The Wobblies used to say don't mourn, organize, but you can do both at once and you don't have to organize right away in this moment of furious mourning. You can be heartbroken or furious or both at once; you can scream in your car or on a cliff; you can also get up tomorrow and water the flowerpots and call someone who's upset and check your equipment for going onward.
A lot of us are going to come under direct attack, and a lot of us are going to resist by building solidarity and sanctuary. Gather up your resources, the metaphysical ones that are heart and soul and care, as well as the practical ones.
People kept the faith in the dictatorships of South America in the 1970s and 1980s, in the East Bloc countries and the USSR, women are protesting right now in Iran and people there are writing poetry. There is no alternative to persevering, and that does not require you to feel good. You can keep walking whether it's sunny or raining. Take care of yourself and remember that taking care of something else is an important part of taking care of yourself, because you are interwoven with the ten trillion things in this single garment of destiny that has been stained and torn, but is still being woven and mended and washed."
And also the words of Steve Charleston (retired Episcopalian Bishop of Alaska , Native American Elder)
“I know many of you are hurting now. I sure am. Like many of you, I put my heart into this election. I prayed. I worked. I tried to encourage others to do the same. And in the end, I lost. We lost.
History will begin now to unravel all the reasons why. That search for causes for the loss is not my agenda. I want to say a word only about my own immediate reaction and what I intend to do next.
First, I will turn my mind to care for all of you. You are the priority. You, and all the other people around the globe who had their hope grounded in this election. My first response is to reach out to comfort and support the many others who are feeling just like me. I know I am not alone in this form of grief.
Second, I will turn to Spirit and ask the ancient question: why? I do not have answers to that question yet, but I must hold my relationship to the sacred to account. I do not always expect to receive all that I ask, but I do intend to stand before the source of life to discover why my expectations were so distant from the outcome. It will not be an easy dialogue.
Third, I will not give up. My core values are not diminished by political loss. In fact, most of my life experience has been spent on the “losing” side of politics, the side of the powerless and the poor. I do not intend to back down, but to continue my steadfast belief in justice and compassion. That has not changed.
Finally, I will listen. In loss and grief, I will open my soul to what Spirit is telling me. I will try to hear the language of this moment in time and history. I will follow where that takes me, even into places that are uncomfortable or dangerous for me, seeking a wisdom that I will need to shape my work, my witness, and my faith.
These four responses will be my journey now. Perhaps they describe your journey too. If so, please know I am thinking of you, and still trusting prayer to do what, alone, I cannot do: keep us together on this latest Trail of Tears."
It's a day, its a new day.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight.
I'm sorry, Ed. I had to laugh at the difference between what you saw in the tree's leaves and what I saw. At first glance, I noticed a clump of brown hanging from a limb. I kept looking and could have sworn that I saw a pair of boxing gloves that were tied together hanging from that limb. What I saw is what The Spirit has been saying to me: stop fighting. Trust that God is protecting you. Hahahahaha. I know the political loss is overwhelming and at this point we can't see our way out of it. I'm all for getting involved in Braver Angels. I'm looking forward to meeting some new people who are willing to discuss politics.
I understand exactly how you feel. I worry about the direction of the country and how it will be for my trans niece, my gays friends, my eleyschool aged family members. I am very fortunate that I am visiting close friends who have the same feelings so we can talk about this situation.
I woke at 11 last night and it's been downhill from there. I did blackout on my avatar and cover picture on FB and what originally started as a quick note became a rant.Edward, it feels like every.single.thing I have ever fought for from the ERA 50 years ago through Oberfell and the ADA just got pulled out from under me. And at 68, a disabled lesbian elder abuse survivor that's a heck of a lot. Between Project 2025,a stacked Supreme Court and a Republican lead Senate, the next 4 years are an ever loving cr*pshoot and most of the other seniors in this place don't understand what that could mean to us. RFK Jr as Secretary of Health and Human Services? JD Vance as VP? A blantent attempt at dissolving the Dept of Education? Bible requirements instead of health education? Dissolving Social Security and Medicare? All I can say is I'm praying for social service people including ministers like both of us because it's going to be a rough 4 years. G-d bless you and Scout and all of us
You are so right about the terrible things that could be coming.
Praying for you as well in the witness and the setting where you serve. In this together.
I cried too. As Canadians we are cradled together on this continent. My heart breaks for you so we slow down, take a breathe, with hope and trust and keep going. I found solace this morning in these words below.
I loved the words of Rebecca Solnit (via Anne Lamott)
"They want you to feel powerless and to surrender and to let them trample everything and you are not going to let them. You are not giving up, and neither am I. The fact that we cannot save everything does not mean we cannot save anything and everything we can save is worth saving. You may need to grieve or scream or take time off, but you have a role no matter what, and right now good friends and good principles are worth gathering in. Remember what you love. Remember what loves you. Remember in this tide of hate what love is. The pain you feel is because of what you love.
The Wobblies used to say don't mourn, organize, but you can do both at once and you don't have to organize right away in this moment of furious mourning. You can be heartbroken or furious or both at once; you can scream in your car or on a cliff; you can also get up tomorrow and water the flowerpots and call someone who's upset and check your equipment for going onward.
A lot of us are going to come under direct attack, and a lot of us are going to resist by building solidarity and sanctuary. Gather up your resources, the metaphysical ones that are heart and soul and care, as well as the practical ones.
People kept the faith in the dictatorships of South America in the 1970s and 1980s, in the East Bloc countries and the USSR, women are protesting right now in Iran and people there are writing poetry. There is no alternative to persevering, and that does not require you to feel good. You can keep walking whether it's sunny or raining. Take care of yourself and remember that taking care of something else is an important part of taking care of yourself, because you are interwoven with the ten trillion things in this single garment of destiny that has been stained and torn, but is still being woven and mended and washed."
And also the words of Steve Charleston (retired Episcopalian Bishop of Alaska , Native American Elder)
“I know many of you are hurting now. I sure am. Like many of you, I put my heart into this election. I prayed. I worked. I tried to encourage others to do the same. And in the end, I lost. We lost.
History will begin now to unravel all the reasons why. That search for causes for the loss is not my agenda. I want to say a word only about my own immediate reaction and what I intend to do next.
First, I will turn my mind to care for all of you. You are the priority. You, and all the other people around the globe who had their hope grounded in this election. My first response is to reach out to comfort and support the many others who are feeling just like me. I know I am not alone in this form of grief.
Second, I will turn to Spirit and ask the ancient question: why? I do not have answers to that question yet, but I must hold my relationship to the sacred to account. I do not always expect to receive all that I ask, but I do intend to stand before the source of life to discover why my expectations were so distant from the outcome. It will not be an easy dialogue.
Third, I will not give up. My core values are not diminished by political loss. In fact, most of my life experience has been spent on the “losing” side of politics, the side of the powerless and the poor. I do not intend to back down, but to continue my steadfast belief in justice and compassion. That has not changed.
Finally, I will listen. In loss and grief, I will open my soul to what Spirit is telling me. I will try to hear the language of this moment in time and history. I will follow where that takes me, even into places that are uncomfortable or dangerous for me, seeking a wisdom that I will need to shape my work, my witness, and my faith.
These four responses will be my journey now. Perhaps they describe your journey too. If so, please know I am thinking of you, and still trusting prayer to do what, alone, I cannot do: keep us together on this latest Trail of Tears."
It's a day, its a new day.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight.
- Proverbs 3:5
Thank you for this. Wow. Yes.
I'm sorry, Ed. I had to laugh at the difference between what you saw in the tree's leaves and what I saw. At first glance, I noticed a clump of brown hanging from a limb. I kept looking and could have sworn that I saw a pair of boxing gloves that were tied together hanging from that limb. What I saw is what The Spirit has been saying to me: stop fighting. Trust that God is protecting you. Hahahahaha. I know the political loss is overwhelming and at this point we can't see our way out of it. I'm all for getting involved in Braver Angels. I'm looking forward to meeting some new people who are willing to discuss politics.
We all see different things and that is the beauty of art when we put it out into the world. We all see different and new things.
Thank you for this post. I too resonated with your photo of a delicate tree branch.
Thank you, Ed. This will be an “interesting” journey… but we are in it together
Yes we are. Yes we are.
🙏💞 love to all
I understand exactly how you feel. I worry about the direction of the country and how it will be for my trans niece, my gays friends, my eleyschool aged family members. I am very fortunate that I am visiting close friends who have the same feelings so we can talk about this situation.
Blessings to your family.